
I went into my dawn Meditation last Saturday feeling ok, I was not prepared for the outflow of tears!
During the quiet, the stillness of breath work and the subtle body, tears started to flow out my eyes. My mind immediately wanted to ask questions, rationalize, find a solution - but in that quiet dawn stillness, my body was talking to me loudly in the form of an emotional release.
I was by myself in the dark, in the quiet and I let the tears come without guilt, without question, without shame or blame, I just let them flow. As my body wracked with sobs I realized that this was an emotional purging of all that I have carried, all the unmet grief, the unspoken words and feelings, the feelings of not being enough - this wasn't in my Mental mind that morning but stored in the tissues of my emotional body and needing to release. I sat and allowed myself to feel this grief. This was grief I have held before but not allowed, this was grief for the parts of me that are changing, and strangely grief that is yet to come with decisions around my work life. They weren't the answers I wanted to hear nor is it easy but my intuitive body was the one talking now, not the mind rationalizing.
After, I had such clarity around some decisions that I have been dwelling on, the pain in my right wrist decreased as I gave my body permission to "let go" I knew intuitively whatever that was that shifted in me needed gentleness for the rest of the day so I allowed that space for myself, guilt free.
This is the Virgo Purging Energies we are now in!
We are currently ending an 18 month cycle of the South Node ( our karmic baggage) in Virgo and the North Node ( our fate, our destiny) in Pisces. If you've read my blogs I wrote a lot about the energies of these two signs you will be well versed with the energies we are purging and moving away from. Here is a quick recap from Jan 2025 (https://www.revivalbodysoul.com.au/blog/stepping-into-the-unknown-under-a-leo-full-moon)
What makes this week and next is that the Moon Nodes are at their last degree points before they change into Leo and Aquarius beginning a new 18 month story. When nodes are at their final degree points of the signs, they are at their most powerful and we definitely feel those energies acutely. As above so below. An 18 month story and cycle is completing for you.
The Kicker is Uranus - the planet of amazing insight but also disruptive, unforeseeable events, change and freedom is making a tense square to the Moons nodes ( our karma and destiny) There is a HUGE wave or push to leave what doesn't serve us behind and step into more flow, trust and not knowing all the details ( virgo!) This is really shaking us out of our comfort zones and I am seeing this all around me within others right now.
Humans are not renowned for their love of change ! Even if things aren't quite in alignment for us, we tend to stay as it feels safe and it's what we know and what we identify with. But right now our roots are being shaken to the very depths of ourselves. Uranus energy is disruptive and uncomfy but also the most aligned path for our souls journey.
Some of the Virgo Feels of this Square that may resonate...
Intense Accelerated Mind Energy and Mental Fatigue/Burn out/Stress
Hanging on to something that is way past its use by date (people, jobs,habits)
Over fixating, over planning, needing to know ALL the details, perfectionism, looping patterns, rigid routines.
Awareness of the body, Nervous System and its signs/symptoms - it really does talk to you!
Staying stuck because you feel needed or obliged or ÿou have to"
The feeling of something you have previously enjoyed doesn't resonate the same any longer
Exhausted by doing, doing doing so you don't disappoint others
Overprocessing/ Over analyzing/ Self sabotage/ Unhealthy habits
Feel like your energy is "leaking"
You "give" so much you detach from what is essential to your own well being.
Holding onto the past and bringing it into the now and even future.
That's a lot right!!??
There is a sweeping out/clean out with this South Node and Virgo energy LOVES a clean out!!
The Pisces North Nodal energies are difficult for us to lean into as its all about
Trust
Fluidity
Surrender
Compassion and Forgiveness
Soul and Karmic Contract Endings
Spirituality
Oneness and Soul Evolution
Following an instinct without details
Flexibility and Openness to Change
Connection to like minded others/Spiritual Growth
Letting the Old Dissolve
Self love and compassion
Focusing on the Bigger Picture without a guide book!!
We will definitely feel out of whack when something is out of whack within us right now. There will be startling jolts ( Uranus energy is not gentle!) of understanding and what is limiting you. There will be a deep sense of "knowingness" without knowing why but you know its true because the frequency is resonating within you and it feels good!
The Mind will be slower to understand so we can't rely on our rational minds with this energy - trust what you're feeling and give yourself the time and spaciousness for what is trying to come through. I had first hand experience of this last Saturday. It was not what I wanted to hear but I know it feels right within my body.
Let go of all the "shoulds" and overthinking and let yourself drop into a quieter space whether that is sound healing, meditation, energy sessions or being in nature daydreaming.
We are in the midst of Vast Frequency Energies at the moment and this purge and restlessness we are feeling will land more deeply in us in July when some true cosmic alignments happen.
This is busy energy but try to find spaciousness of even 5 minutes a day for yourselves. The answers will come.
And lastly please please don't despair if you are reading all the "astrology memes" right now about blessings and abundance with the Venus/Jupiter conjunction. Yes this is very true but Jupiter expands everything, be that for good or for bad. So if you are in state of sorrow, difficult mindset and stuck in thoughts loops Jupiter in emotional Cancer will exacerbate these emotions or thoughts. So please do not worry that your "blessing" didn't happen, tune in to your emotional body and heart energy with self love, acceptance and compassion for yourselves and your own blessing will reveal itself in its own timing.
I have two spaces left in my Moon Circle next Tuesday night where we have been working with the nodal energies for the last 18 months. Deep dives into the astrology and energies. Connection with other beautifully, aligned women, journaling, meditations for shifting stuckness and sound healing.
Until next time, much love and gentleness to you all
Kat xxooxoxoox
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